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Name: Lawrence
Location: Pennsylvania, United States
Birthday: 5/8/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: Piano, Games, Fan Art
Expertise: Piano, Games and Fan Art
Occupation: Customer service/support
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Member Since:
10/7/2004
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| Wow can't believe that I'm back here again after my space or that I remembered my password.
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| These days I don't know what to do any more or how to act. When people see me they think something is wrong with me so I try to talk or mess around with people but everytime I try to talk with someone they don't listen to me because they think what I have to say is boring or unimportant.When I also try to mess around with people they either think I'm crazy or annoying depending on which person it is. I remeber the time when my friend Melissa was here 3 years ago. I't did'nt matter what I did she still liked me regardless. Since I met her I used to talk to her everyday at her locker after school. One time she even invited me to her 16th birthday party. Even though I was the only guy there I still had fun. It wasn't until a week after that day that I would never see her again. It began as a normal day for me walking on the 2nd floor when I saw her near the elevator. She looked really sad so I gave her a hug but after she walked away that was the last time I saw her. I found out later that she got kicked out and only said goodbye to my sister who didn't even like her. When I stopped seeing her at her locker I thought she was just absent for awhile until I found out from my sister what had happened. It was really sad because she was one of the only people I ever talked to. Also about the fact that no one really remembers her and the people who do don't really care. So I type this for her for all the times she's been with me, shared an umbrella when it rained, and for all the times she was nice to me. So Melissa I would just like to say that I miss you and I am happy to know someone like you. | | |
| My computer is really slow so I don't really use it. It was'nt until later in the month that I made a deal with my parent to get a new computer for christmas. The deal was that I will give the 250 dollars I get as christmas money to my parents for the computer and I will pay for the rest. So I decided not to post anything until I get the computer.(Even though I should of post this earlier but then again I am busy with work after all). For you see my motto is work,sleep,school then work again. On another subject I decided to do something bold in my life but the thing is my plan won't work unless I have some help. So I started stay after school to put my plan into action. So far it's working well for now but still it worries me if something is to go wrong. For you see my great plan is to befriend all the cute girls in the school and see if they can like me for just me. So far it's working because most of the girls that I have met recently do like hanging out with me, but the other girls think I'm annoying and I kind of feel bad because of the way I act sometimes and I would like to apologize because I don't want her to hate me for something I did but rather smile because of something that I did. Why you ask why I would do this, well it's because it would make me happy for once.
you only live once and I would like to die with good memories rather than bad.
Well now you know if you read all of this or if you even know this site exist. Still there's more to post but I'll leave that for another day because right now it's late and I have to clean up so check up later or else meow. did'nt expect that now did.
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| There can be tears of sadness or tears of joy but they are far from the same.
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| I need a new computer, I'm so busy. I need to do my report by tuesday, work from friday to sunday 5 to10 then study for the up coming test that's coming up.
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